I've sent out I don't know how many emails since Monday. I got a few messages from families I didn't even contact myself who seemed pretty interested, so I replied and then I didn't hear anything back. womp. I'm stuck between choosing New York or Amsterdam. So I'm just going to wait it out and see how the conversations with the families from each one goes. Both cities would be amazing, soooooo win/win?

I wish I was better at writing.

I got an email from a girl today asking if I was still in Valencia and if I wanted to hang out :( I said no with a heavy heart and pointed her in the direction of my vlc friends. Then not much later got msg from one of said friends. It's weird how you can only know someone for a short period of time yet they make such an impression on you. I feel like I got to know more about some people in the span of three weeks than I know about most people who are constants in my life. It gives me headspins.